Chapter Sixteen
Liam hovered impatiently
outside his cousin’s house, waiting for Elina and Reasa to pack some clothes.
He’d deliberately chosen not to go in. He didn’t want to give Reasa an
opportunity to call him to task for kissing her. The memory of their first kiss
blew his mind. It had been so much more than he had ever dreamed imaginable. It
was the single most perfect moment of his life and he didn’t want anything to
take that away, especially not his mate glowering furiously at him. No, Liam
was happy to put of the inevitable for as long as possible so he could savour
that magical moment. If that was a tad cowardly, he could live with it.
The sound of booted feet on
the hard packed earth had him turning his head towards the pack’s large meeting
circle. The wolves defending the outer boundaries were changing shift, the
morning detail already out among the trees. Tired men trundled into the
compound, some of them waving in his direction as they scurried home to get
some much-needed sleep after a long night.
Liam waved back, feeling
excitement as well as some trepidation about what they were about to attempt.
They were going into uncharted territory with the wounded vampires at the
Praetorian Compound. They had no idea if dream walking in their minds would be
a help or a hindrance, but they had to at least try. If nothing was done there
really was only one outcome for the vampires, and Liam just couldn’t bear to
think about that consequence.
“We’re ready,” Elina said
behind him, and he turned back around to smile at his cousin and set eyes on
his mate for the first time since they’d kissed.
How did she manage to look
more beautiful with each passing day? The sun caressed Reasa’s bronzed skin,
making him feel jealous that it wasn’t his fingers tracing each perfect
feature, that it wasn’t his lips tasting the satin smoothness of her cheeks.
She’d tied her raven hair back in a short ponytail, the hairstyle not only
making her cheekbones more pronounced, but also highlighting the gentle curve
of her jawline.
She was glorious, and she
belonged to him. He ached for the day that her shuttered green eyes finally
looked at him, and she realised that he
belonged to her as much as she did to him. It would happen. It had to happen.
He just needed to be patient until she was ready to accept him. For now, her
expression was neutral as she regarded him, her only acknowledgement a slight
inclination of her head. At least she wasn’t spitting at him as he’d expected.
“Is everything set?” Rafe
joined them, his sons Ben and AJ at his side.
Both men had their father’s
tall frame, though Aaron junior’s build was more athletic and his colouring
favoured his mother. His wavy, platinum blond hair was shorter than most of the
male pack members, but it retained the unkempt look that was common among wolf
shifters. He also sported a few days growth that further emphasised his wildness. His smile though was dazzling
and took some of the edge off his appearance.
Ben was his father’s double
in just about all ways. He was as big and wide as the Alpha, and had the exact
same colouring of dark brown unruly hair and deep brown eyes. The only thing he
appeared to have taken from his mother’s side was his nose. It was unusually
long and elegant for so brawny a male. He, too, had a killer smile, and like
his brother, was quick to display it. Both men smiled at them but didn’t speak.
“We’re all packed and ready
to go,” Liam answered, turning as Dayton followed the girls outside.
“Don’t you need this?” The Beta
held the book on dream walking in his hands, a half smile gracing his face when
Reasa tutted under her breath.
“My apologies, I forgot to
pick it up.” She held out her arms for the book.
“I’ll ride up with them,”
Dayton said to Rafe, his Alpha nodding his agreement.
“Ben and AJ are going too,”
Rafe informed the group, his tone firm. Not that any of them would have
disagreed with their Alpha.
“Lily and Kal are already up
at the other compound and the boys will be staying for the duration too. I
think three extra Vârcolac and a couple of strong wolves should be enough for
security. The Praetorian Compound is being patrolled by the pack as standard
anyway, so there will always be additional wolves to call on if needed. Let’s
just all make sure it isn’t needed.” His final words were directed at Reasa,
who met his gaze without flinching.
“I have no intention of
causing any further distress to your pack,” the former vampire answered.
“Glad to hear it,” Rafe
replied, treating her to a warm smile. “If you and Liam can do what Annie thinks
you can, well let’s just say that will go some way to making amends for past
actions. It’s not going to absolve you completely, Reasa, but it will be a
start.”
She nodded her head,
accepting what he said. The Alpha’s honesty was something she could understand
and therefore respect. She hadn’t detected one lie from him and that was
something she found surprising given the relationship between wolves and
vampires in Europe. She had always believed they were liars and couldn’t be
trusted. It would appear she was learning many new things with her time spent
in the Armand-Hanlon compound.
“Okay, everyone load up and
get yourselves up to the Praetorian Compound.”
They turned and headed
towards the two waiting Jeeps at Rafe’s command. Reasa had barely taken two
steps when the air suddenly became tense and her head whipped around to see
Pietro standing in the doorway of one of the other dwellings close by. For an
instant she was frozen on the spot, her gaze locked with eyes blazing with
hatred, and then she was pulled behind Liam’s large frame, hidden from the
vampire’s view.
“Pietro…” Rafe growled…an
unmistakable warning in his tone.
A loud hiss filled the air…a
sharp clacking noise following quickly. Reasa didn’t need to be able to see to
know that the vampire had gone feral. Was today going to be the day that she
died? She fervently hoped not. She wanted to try to heal the wounded vampires’
minds. If she died after that…well at least she would have done something to
try to repair the damage she’d caused.
*****
She was there right in front
of him. So close he could taste the warmth of her blood in his mouth, could
feel her soft flesh parting in jagged tears as his talons shredded her body. So
close, and yet, denied to him by the assembled group of wolves who protected
her. Pietro hissed out in fury, his eyes darting quickly from one face to the
next, cataloguing each position, as he worked out what sequence he would take
to circumnavigate everyone to get to his target.
Liam he would leave until
last. He would take down Rafe first, he was Alpha and the others would go to
his aid without thinking about it. Elina would hang back to protect her cousin,
so she would be next, leaving Liam in a moment’s confusion over who to protect
first. If he went to Elina’s aid then good, Thereasa would be his for the
taking. If not…he would have to deal with the huge Vârcolac before he could
satisfy his bloodlust.
The thoughts took barely a
moment to careen through his mind before he was moving, ignoring the warning
voices, his eyes black pools of rage as he flowed towards the Alpha. Sounds
clamoured on the air, growls and voices, his name being yelled repeatedly, but
he was blind and deaf to all. Instinct drove him, fury and vengeance blazing
through his feral mind. She had to die and she had to die now!
Pietro swiped out a hand,
batting away the two males who dived in front of their father. They crashed to
the ground, instantly forgotten as he focused on the now dark brown wolf as the
Alpha shifted to animal form.
“No! Pietro, no!”
The voice screamed at him,
fought to be heard through the feral snarls growling from his lips. He knew
that voice, had heard it whisper husky words of need and passion, but he
ruthlessly pushed it aside. He would not be denied his kill.
The Alpha charged and Pietro
lashed out, catching the huge beast in his arms and tossing it backwards. It
was on its feet in a fraction of a second, coiling to spring again as he
readied his talons to cut into flesh. The venom dripped from his fangs and he
had the briefest moment of lucidity. He mustn’t bite…he mustn’t bite…
The wolf jumped, surrounded
by a cacophony of sound, and Pietro struck out with his talons.
Pale blonde hair filled his
vision, exquisite blue eyes filled with such fear. The wolf was behind her,
shoved out of the way as she flowed into his vision, her stance defensive. His
talons passed by her cheekbone by the barest of fractions, one nicking ever so
lightly, causing the smallest of marks that instantly healed.
Cassia threw herself into his
arms, holding him in a crushing embrace, so strong that he couldn’t push her
away. She wasn’t fighting him, she was merely holding onto him, her words
whispering in his ears. “Don’t do this, Pietro. Please, please don’t do this.”
The urge to rid himself of
the thing preventing his kill ran so deep it took everything in him not to
plunge his talons into the soft, warm body embracing him. He wanted to…he
needed to…but she was Cassia, and he could never do anything to physically hurt
her.
“Pietro, be calm. Please be
calm. Think about what you’re trying to do.”
As suddenly as the rage had
overwhelmed him it died in the face of her words. Reason began to surface, and
with that reason, he felt something else inside him die. He had been promised
sanctuary with the pack. He had been promised so much, but when it came down to
what he truly needed, he was very much on his own.
The one person he had come to
rely on to understand him, was the very person who had stood in his way, using
his attachment to her to thwart him. Cassia had to have known he could never
hurt her. She had to have known that of everyone in the pack she was the only
one he would have listened to in his feral state. She had known and she had
used that knowledge against him!
“Release me, Cassia. I am
once again in control of my actions.” The words sounded dull to his ears and
from the way she stiffened against him, he knew they did to her too. She held
on a moment longer, long enough to whisper for his ears only.
“I’m so sorry…”
It didn’t matter. No words
she said could ever remove the feeling of betrayal he felt inside at knowing
she had deliberately used his feelings for her against him. It was a hot knife
in his gut, a pain so intense it eclipsed even the worst pain he could remember
from Europe. Cassia had sided with the pack against him. She had betrayed him.
Pietro stepped back when she
released him, avoiding looking at her beautiful face. He didn’t want to look at
her. He didn’t want to see the remorse he knew would be there because that was
who she was, someone who cared so much she would bleed inside at ever hurting
someone she cared about. He didn’t have anything left in him at that moment to
forgive her. All he had was the knowledge that he was alone, as he had always
been alone.
His gaze swept over the
surrounding pack. The centre of the compound was now full of wolves, all
looking at him, waiting for him to go feral again. Rafe was checking over his
sons, reassuring himself they weren’t harmed. Pietro hadn’t meant to hurt them,
just remove them from the fight. He knew they would recover quickly from any
bumps and scrapes they may have taken.
There was no sign of Thereasa.
From the ring surrounding one of the jeeps, he could take a guess that she was
safely ensconced inside the vehicle. Nors was there as was Alexei, arms folded
with disapproving frowns on their faces. They left him in no doubt that he
would have to go through both of them to get to woman, and he had no illusions
that they would hurt him badly if he tried.
Even Andrei was glaring at
him from his left side, fury dancing in his friend’s eyes. They were all
condemning him, his friends of hundreds of years turning against him as Cassia
had. With a long, loud hiss, Pietro spun on his heel, walking back into the
home he had shared with his friends. He knew what he had to do.
“Pietro, wait…”
“Go away, Cassia. I have
nothing to say to you.”
“You have to understand…we
couldn’t allow you to hurt Reasa. We just couldn’t. I know she hurt you,
Pietro. I understand your need for vengeance but it would kill Liam for
anything to happen to her, and she’s changing. She truly is changing, Pietro.”
He wanted to shut out her
voice. He wanted to ignore the plea that rang from every word she spoke. He
wanted her to just be gone but this was her pack so that wasn’t likely to
happen. Spinning around, he impaled her with a look that contained all of his
rage, all of his feelings of betrayal.
“I understand, Cassia. The
pack will always come first with you, as it is what defines you. I am not pack
though. I will never be pack or understand that group mentality. Thereasa
ruined my life. She turned me into this thing
I am now. I will never be happy until she is dead. Today you chose, Cassia. You
chose pack over me and while I can understand that on a rational level, I can’t
on an emotional one. You betrayed me.”
Pietro wanted to reach for
her even as he said the words that he knew would cut her to the quick. Seeing
the tears in her eyes filled him with so much misery that for a moment it
almost overcame his feelings of betrayal. But those feelings were too ingrained
in his heart and mind. He had trusted in her, he had let down his defences and
let her close, and in that moment when he needed her to understand; she had
turned against him.
“Tell Rafe I will be off pack
lands within the hour. I don’t want to spend another second longer here than I
have to.” Pietro turned away, hardening his heart to the pained whimper that
came from the beautiful blonde wolf that had begun to mean so much to him.
“Please don’t do this.
Please, Pietro. Give yourself time to calm down. We can talk again once you’ve
had a little time…”
“I don’t want to see you ever
again, Cassia. What we had is over.” Misery overwhelmed him at his words and at
the tortured sound that escaped her lips, but Pietro forced himself to keep
walking up the stairs away from her. Though it hurt him to say it, he knew he
wouldn’t change his mind. What they had was truly over, whether he wept at the
thought or not.
*****
Pietro was leaving her!
Her mate was refusing her,
denying her the only chance she had at happiness. Cassia tried to speak, tried
to make him listen, but her tears were flowing too fast, the ball of pain inside
so intense it felt as if it was choking her.
He had to understand…he
couldn’t mean what he was saying. She’d had to stop him from hurting her Alpha,
from hurting Thereasa and in doing so, her pack. Why couldn’t he understand?
Why couldn’t he just stay and listen to her?
“Pietro…” the word strangled
out on a sob, her voice pleading for him to listen but he continued to walk
away, never once looking back.
“Cassia, come on, honey. Come
home.” Dara was at her side, her sister feeling her pain and reaching out to
enclose her in an embrace, to soothe her with her wolf’s touch.
“Dara….Dara…oh God Dara…”
Cassia’s wolf howled its
grief inside her mind and she gave herself over to the animal, unable to bear
talking any further. She shifted to wolf form, spinning around and racing
through the open door out into the forest.
The wolf howled; the woman
screamed internally. They raced through the trees, mindless of where they were
going, heedless of any who followed. She crashed into trees, tumbling head over
heels and then picking herself up to race off in another direction. All the
while she howled her anguish, cried out against the torture that was her mate’s
rejection.
Cassia ran and ran and ran
until she fell to the forest floor exhausted, panting and heaving as she
whimpered out her distress. Soft hands stroked over her fur, a loving touch
holding her shaking wolf form, whispering words tripping over themselves as
they rushed out.
“It will be okay, Cass. I
know it will. Pietro just needs some time. It will all work out, you’ll see.
Please don’t weep so, honey. Please. You are strong and I am with you. I will
always be with you.”
Dara was crying with her,
holding her wolf and rocking her back and forth. She could feel her sister’s
pain echoing down their familial bond, knew she ached for her grief as much as
she did. Dara, who had always been there for her, always been that second part
of her from the moment she had been born and they’d first touched minds.
“It hurts so badly, Dara. It hurts so badly.”
“I know, sweetheart, but
you’re strong enough to cope. Lean on me, honey. I’ve got you and I’ll never
let go.”
Cassia surrendered to the
grief of losing her mate, throwing her head back and letting out one long,
anguish-filled mournful howl as her sister kept her word, holding her and never
letting her go.
*****
Pietro’s head shot up and his
gaze turned to the forest through his window, the awful howl ringing on the air
for all to hear. He knew it was Cassia who was hurting so badly and he wanted
to go to her but his feet wouldn’t move. Instead, he turned back to his packing,
throwing the last of his clothes haphazardly into his case.
“Are you proud of yourself?”
Andrei growled from the doorway.
Pietro turned to look at his
friend, seeing the signs in his body language that Andrei was barely in control
of himself. “I take no pleasure from hurting Cassia.” He snapped the suitcase
closed.
“What the fuck were you
thinking, Pietro?” His friend stepped into the room, fist clenched in an effort
to hold back his feral side. “The pack took you in, gave you a sanctuary and
this is how you repay them?”
“Some sanctuary,” Pietro
snarled back, his aggression levels escalating to match Andrei’s. “You let the
instrument of my torture live and breathe, Andrei. I can remember a day when
you of all people would have ripped someone to pieces for much less but now you
roll over and do whatever the wolves ask of you. And you ask me what the fuck I
was thinking? What the fuck where you and Alexei thinking?”
The other male paused, taking
a deep breath before relaxing his clenched fists. “It’s not that cut and dried
and you know it, Pietro.” Andrei sighed deeply and ran a hand through his hair.
“The pack is our family now and we have to consider the bigger picture. Believe
me, I understand your need for vengeance. We all do, my friend. You have to meet
us half way though; you have to understand that we’re doing the best we can
here.”
“I can’t!” Pietro hissed,
turning away to grab his case. When he turned back, he’d wiped all expression
from his face. “All I see is the people who always had my back are now
protecting someone who is the cause of my disfigurement. All I see is those I
call friend have aligned themselves against me.”
“That’s fucking bullshit and
you know it! Where the fuck are you, Pietro? The man I know wouldn’t wallow in
self-pity and pitch a hissy-fit because things aren’t going his way. And what
the fuck did you do to my niece? Why are you breaking her heart? I should be
kicking the shit out of you for that reason alone.”
His reference to Cassia was
too much, and Pietro dropped the case, hissing at his friend. “Then why the
fuck aren’t you? Go ahead…kick the shit out of me! Do it!”
Andrei’s expression turned
cold, the warmth dying from his eyes. “If I touched you right now, I would most
likely take your head, Pietro. It’s for that reason alone I’m ensuring that I
retain a modicum of control. You’re too weak to fend me off. It would be like
slaughtering a Youngling.”
Pietro glared at him a moment
longer, before he reached for the case once more and stepped past his friend.
“Thanks for the reminder of why we’re all in this fucked up position in the
first place. I never meant to hurt Cassia, Andrei, I truly didn’t. She hurt me
first though, but I guess that will always be a moot point with you and Alexei
when it comes to one of your own. That
I can understand.”
“Pietro…”
He halted on his way out of
the room, not turning to look back as Andrei called his name.
“I expect you back behind the
bar at The Dive tonight. I suggest you use the apartment over the bar for a
while until you’re feeling more like yourself.”
It was Andrei’s way of
telling him that no matter what had happened this day, he still counted him as
his friend and would have his back to the best of his ability. Pietro was aware
it was more than he probably deserved but he accepted it as gracefully as he
could.
“I’ll see you later then.”
*****
“Dara, let me, honey.”
Alexei’s calm words belied the expression on his face as he ushered one
daughter aside to reach the other.
She looked up through
tear-filled eyes to see her parents beside them, her mother clearly having
shifted into her wolf form at some point, as she now stood naked before them.
“She won’t stop weeping. I can’t do anything to help her.”
Her mother held out her arms,
enfolding her in a tight embrace. “That’s our job, sweetheart, not yours,
though you are a credit to all of us that you have tried so hard.” Gentle hands
soothed down her back, trying to take the ache from her heart at her sister’s
distress. “Can you rustle me up something to wear, honey? There’s a bit of a
nip in the air.”
Smothering down another sob,
Dara fought for some composure and the concentration she would need to accede
to her mother’s request. She knew it was a deliberate attempt to redirect her,
and she was grateful to her mother for it. She was no help to Cassia being an
emotional wreck. She needed to be Cassia’s strength right now.
Taking a deep breath and doing
her best to tune everything out around her, Dara tapped into the well of power
she had inside, conjuring up a sarong in deep forest green. It was easier to
create single bolts of cloth as opposed to specific clothing, and it appeared
her mother was content with her offering as Cedar wrapped the sarong around her
body.
Turning back to Cassia, Dara
watched her father kneel beside her, his hands gentle as they stroked through
the wolf’s tangle fur.
“Cass, honey, you can’t hide
within your wolf. I know it’s hard right now but you need to come back to us.
You need to let us take care of you.” Alexei kept his words soft and low, all
the while his hands continued to stroke the wolf as he talked.
“Come, daughter. Show me that
wonderful strength I know that lives within your heart. Return to your family.
Come home to us.”
For a long moment it appeared
as if she would refuse him, and then the wolf shifted into the woman, curled up
on the forest floor. The second she shifted, Alexei scooped her up into his
arms and she burrowed her face into the side of his neck, loud sobs wracking
her body.
“He doesn’t want me, Daddy.
My mate doesn’t want me.”
Alexei’s footsteps faltered
as he started walking towards his mate and youngest daughter, a flash of fury
in his eyes. His gaze fell on Dara after Cedar gave a quick shake of her head.
“Explain.” The word ground
out in a low voice almost over-shadowed by Cassia’s crying.
Dara swallowed hard, trying
not to shrink back against her mother, who continued to run a hand down her
back.
“Alexei, please moderate your
tone,” Cedar remarked, a hint of censure in her tone. “Whatever is going on is
not of Dara’s making, and she deserves better than that from her father.”
The rebuke in her tone was
enough to get through her mate’s initial fury, and he conceded her point,
giving Dara an apologetic smile. “I’m sorry, Dara. I’m just concerned for your
sister. Please tell us what you know.”
Relieved to see a more normal
expression on her father’s face, Dara straightened up, giving him a tentative
smile back. “I don’t know much, Dad. Cassia told me that Pietro was her mate
but that her wolf was acting a bit strange about it...as if it couldn’t quite
make up its mind one way or the other.”
“That’s impossible,” Cedar
interjected, a frown marring her face as she reached out to Cassia and stroked
a hand through her weeping daughter’s hair. “Our wolves always know - instantly.”
“Cassia says otherwise,” her
daughter answered, shrugging her shoulders. “I wouldn’t know personally as I
haven’t met my mate yet.”
“One at a time...” Alexei
muttered under his breath, his tone rueful as he cradled Cassia tenderly in his
arms as they headed back towards the compound. She had finally stopped weeping,
though it was apparent she was lost somewhere within herself. “Is Pietro aware
of this?”
There was no mistaking the
hard edge to his voice and Dara was glad the vampire would be gone by the time
they got back. There was no telling what her father might do giving his current
mood. “As far as I know, Cassia was taking things slowly with him, giving him
time to heal from Europe before making her claim. I don’t think he’s aware of it
despite the fact they’ve been spending a lot of time together.”
“Lucky for him.” Again the
words were muttered, a dangerous edge to each one.
“Alexei,” Cedar sighed,
placing a hand on his arm to try to sooth the rage she could feel flowing
through their mate bond.
“Look at her, Cedar. Look at
our girl. Don’t expect me to be rational about this when Cassia is hurting this
badly. I just can’t do it.”
“Don’t you think I’m every
bit as concerned as you are, Alexei?” she answered quietly, unable to hide her
disappointment. “Don’t you think my heart is breaking seeing our daughter so
distressed? One of us has to keep a level head about this, and of course, that
person is going to have to be me, as it always it. I don’t get the luxury of
exploding into a temper and protecting my daughter because I’m too busy
ensuring you don’t do something stupid that will make things worse.”
It was so unusual to hear the
trace of bitterness in her voice that for a moment Alexei stopped walking,
surprise crossing his face. Dara was equally surprised and uncomfortable
witnessing one her parents’ rare fights. She wasn’t sure whether she should
keep walking or stay with them.
Her father remained silent
for a long moment, and then his expression softened and he leaned down to kiss
his mate, brushing his cheek against the top of her head. “I’m sorry, I know
you’re just as concerned, honey. I’ll promise to behave.”
As quickly as Cedar had
become irritated, her expression mellowed and she rolled her eyes in disbelief.
“You don’t even know the meaning of the word, Alexei Romanov, but I’m holding
you to that promise.”
With the disagreement over
with as soon as it had begun; they broke through the trees and entered the pack
compound. It was clear of most of the people from earlier, however Rafe was
sitting on the steps to his house, his eyes pinned to them as they walked out
of the forest. He rose and met them half way, his trouble gaze on Cassia.
“Is she okay? Do you need to
use the safe room?”
Alexei looked to Cedar for
the answer, relieved when she shook her head. “I don’t think so, Rafe. Let us
spend some time with her as a family. If we need you, we’ll let you know.”
The Alpha placed a hand on
Cassia’s head, leaning down to brush his lips against her cheek. “If you need
us we are here for you.” He said the words aloud and sent them down the Alpha
link he shared with each pack member. There was no response from Cassia but he
was certain she’d heard him. Straightening up, his concerned gaze met Alexei’s
and Cedar’s. “Lacey will want to check in on her later.”
“Lacey is welcome to visit
anytime, as are you, Rafe. However, can we keep it to a minimum just now?”
Cedar asked. “We don’t want to overload Cassia with too many people around; not
until she’s had a chance to recover from today’s events.”
“Agreed. I’ll have Aaron
spread the word not to disturb you.” Rafe nodded his head to Alexei, silently
communicating that he wanted to speak with Cedar out of Cassia’s earshot. The
vampire continued on his way with his daughters, leaving his mate to discuss
whatever their Alpha wanted to impart.
“Pietro left the pack a
quarter of an hour ago,” Rafe announced as soon as they disappeared into their
family home. “I don’t know if that’s going to be a good thing or not for
Cassia, but I thought it would be best if either you or Alexei broke the news
to her.”
Cedar’s already concerned
expression darkened further, her worried eyes turning towards her home. “Do you
know where he went? If we can at least tell her that it may take some of the
sting from knowing he’s left.”
“Andrei said Pietro will be
staying at the Dive and taking over his responsibilities there from tonight, so
he’ll still be afforded some level of protection from the vampires that Andrei
trusts while he recovers. Hopefully some time apart will show Pietro how much
he misses Cassia. He is her mate, I
take it?”
Cedar sighed and rubbed her
hands across her face wearily. “It’s certainly looking that way, though she did
tell Dara that her wolf appeared to be undecided on the matter. I’m still
reeling over that one, Rafe. I didn’t think it was possible for a wolf to be confused.”
“Neither did I,” the Alpha
frowned raking a hand through his hair, before giving his beta a reassuring
hug. “I’ll talk to Rayne before she leaves and have a word with Annie and Caleb
too. Maybe there’s something in their books that can explain it. We have to
remember that the Vârcolac are not like purebred Weres or Vampires. What
applies to the rest of us may not necessarily apply to them.”
With another quick squeeze,
Rafe released Cedar so she could go to her daughter. As she disappeared from
view, he pulled out his cell and dialled Rayne’s number. He needed to have a
last word with Gard and Rayne before they headed to Europe anyway. They had to
decide whether it was wise to leave Kothari on his own with just Dara checking
in with him. Given the turn of events with Cassia, Dara may be otherwise
distracted.
*****
The Jeep made its way up the
mountain, Elina behind the wheel with Liam and Reasa in the back. The second
Jeep shadowed them closely, Dayton, Ben and AJ bringing up the rear. Rafe’s
sons were unaffected by their tussle with the vampire. Pietro hadn’t hurt them
much and they’d insisted they were fine to continue with the task their father
had set them. It had been a proud Alpha who had clapped each son on his
shoulder and sent him on his way.
Liam’s emotions were mixed,
his heart going out to Cassia as he felt her pain as they all did. He was
strangely detached when he thought of Pietro and his actions. He felt some
level of anger towards the vampire for trying to harm his mate and hurting his
friends, but he could also understand what had driven Pietro to act as he had,
and that took some of the edge from his anger.
They could all understand and
that was probably why, despite what had happened, there wasn’t an overabundance
of hostility towards the vampire. Liam had heard some mutterings from the
younger pack members as they were heading off, but wiser, calmer heads in the
pack would work to subdue any antipathy towards Pietro and the vampires in
general. Aaron would probably assign some intensive border patrols so the more hot-headed
youngsters could blunt their anger. By the time they returned to the pack, the
incident would have become just another story to tell on a balmy night sitting
around a fire.
That left Liam with only one
real emotion to ponder; his fear that his mate would have been hurt, and what
he would have been prepared to do to prevent that ever happening. He was
ashamed of the thoughts that had flooded his mind as Pietro struck out. All the
gentleness that made him who he was evaporated on the spot, and the feral
vampiric side of himself had taken dominance.
He had considered killing
Pietro to protect Thereasa. The thought had actually crossed his mind, his
vampire urging him to reach out and take the other male’s head. How could he
even think such a thing? He was aware that Cassia was attached to the vampire,
knew now that Pietro was her mate given her reaction to his rejection. His friend
had placed his needs and the pack’s before her own, and he had considered doing
the worst thing a wolf could ever do to another pack member.
What kind of monster did that
make him? How could his family, his friends, every single pack member protect him,
protect Reasa for him, when he wasn’t worth their efforts? This couldn’t
continue…things couldn’t go on as they were. Cassia deserved her happiness with
her mate and that would never happen as long as he and Reasa remained at the
pack. There really wasn’t any other option. They would have to leave the pack
once they’d done all they could at the Praetorian Compound. There would never
be a place for them there. Recent events proved that.
“We won’t allow it.” Elina’s
cool words broke the oppressive silence in the car.
“You won’t have a choice.” Liam
wasn’t surprised that his cousin could guess at what he was thinking. She
always seemed to know what was going on inside his head; she’d lived in it for
long enough.
“What?” Reasa didn’t look at
him, her gaze remaining fixed ahead.
“Liam is coming to the
conclusion that you will both be leaving the pack. I am just disabusing him of
it.”
Reasa’s gaze turned to the
man at her side and for a second she almost smiled at the stubborn expression
she saw on his face. Once more she was struck by the strong familial bond
between the cousins, and even if she hadn’t been aware of their history from
walking through Liam’s memory, she would still have sensed their strong
attachment.
“You need your pack,” she
said, turning away to look out the window. “You are not a solitary creature and
would not thrive well without them.”
“Pietro is Cassia’s mate,
Reasa. Today has proven that to all of us. She will never be happy without him,
and he will never come to accept you. His inability to forgive you will
continue his rejection of my friend. I cannot cause her pain so I can be
happy.” Liam’s quiet words hung heavy on the air, a faint quiver in his voice.
Reasa didn’t answer him. It
was hard to refute his words. Pietro’s need for vengeance was too ingrained. He
was the kind of male others in her coven had aspired to be and could never
attain that level of strength. She understood males like Pietro; she not only
understood them, she respected them. Louis was one who held the same strength,
the same determination as the wounded vampire back at the compound. He would
mete out the same type of justice Pietro yearned for, and she would deserve it
for her actions.
The situation was currently at
a stalemate though. For one couple to be happy the other couple must suffer.
From that point of view, Liam’s logic made sense and while she couldn’t argue
with it, she was as determined as Elina not to allow it to pass. She would have
to find some way to resolve the situation once they had helped the patients at
the Praetorian Compound. She was aware of what she had to do, and she knew that
Liam would do his utmost to prevent it. However, it wasn’t his decision to
make. When the time came, she would stand before Pietro alone and accept his
judgement.
Elina also knew the truth of
it, though she continued to deny it because she didn’t want to lose her cousin.
While she argued with Liam about his proposed course of action, her eyes met
Reasa’s in the rear-view mirror, and the former vampire could see that the
other woman had an inkling of what she was thinking.
“The pack is strong, Liam. We
have that strength because we stick together no matter what. Don’t lose faith
in us. We will find a way to resolve this.” Even though spoken in a cold tone,
there was passion in Elina’s voice as
she appealed to her cousin. Reasa heard the underlying words being spoken to
her too, and her admiration for the other woman rose. If they had met under any
other circumstances, Reasa was sure she would have called the other woman a
friend.
Liam’s expression remained
stubborn, though he leaned back and rested his head, closing his eyes as he
did. He was completely clueless about the unspoken communication between his
mate and his cousin. “Let’s just concentrate on what needs to be done for now.
The rest is a while away. This is more important.”
Reasa mirrored his position,
closing her eyes and once more seeing Pietro standing in the compound, naked
hatred oozing from every pore in his body, all projected towards her. She felt
the same thrill of terror as she had then, followed by a feeling of
disappointment as Liam had shielded her. Had she wanted to die in that moment?
That thought had followed her around ever since she’d had her vampiric nature
stripped from her. There had been times
when she’d truly believed it was what she wanted and others when she’d wanted
to cling to life.
The only thing she really
knew was that it wasn’t her decision or Liam’s about what would happen in the
future. There was only one person who had the right to decide her fate, and she
only hoped she would be courageous enough to stand tall before him when he made
it.
The Jeep pulling into the
Praetorian Compound shook her from her musings, and she opened her eyes to view
the large house that was home to the Praetorians. Elina pulled up close to the
steps and pulled on the handbrake. It was strange being back. Exciting and yet
terrifying. The last time Reasa had been here, she’d lost everything that had
made her who she was. She wasn’t able to contain the shiver that ran through
her body.
“No one will hurt you here,”
Liam rumbled, his voice low, for her ears only.
“There is nothing further
that anyone could do to hurt me than what has already been done,” she answered,
stiffening her back as the door opened and a large vampire with flowing black
hair came out to greet them.
Mac greeted the arrivals with
a touch of caution laced with optimism. He was relieved they were here and
willing to try to help his injured people, but he was wary too, given his
mate’s involvement. Lily was happy and bright, so certain that Liam and Reasa
were going to save the day with this new skill they’d discovered, but he was
concerned about what would happen if they failed.
His mate’s eyes held a hint
of sadness every time he looked into them. Though she smiled and went about her
life with the wonderful strength and resilience he’d fallen in love with, he
could always detect that small hint of melancholy that lived within her because
of Brandon. She missed her friend keenly, cared for him devotedly, and if this
didn’t work…if they lost him…he knew his beautiful mate would die a little
inside.
“How sure are you about
this?” He asked the question of Liam and Reasa, as they were the ones who would
be performing the dream walking.
“There is no certainty, Mac,
just the hope that we can affect a positive change.” It was Liam who answered,
his tone grave. “We know what’s at stake. If it can be done…we will do it.
That’s the best we can give you.”
“Fair enough.” Mac wasn’t
feeling as comforted as he’d hoped he would. He nodded to the Weres who had
escorted Reasa to the compound and motioned for them to precede him into the
large house that was the heart of the Praetorians.
“We’ll stay outside,” Dayton
announced. “There’s nothing we can do inside and we’re muscle rather than
brains up here. We’ll check in with the other wolves and do a sweep around the
compound.” He headed off into the trees, followed by Ben and AJ.
“I will attend inside,” Elina
said, walking up the steps into the house, patently ignoring the brawny blond
vampire who was standing in the hallway as she entered.
“Good to see you too, Missy,”
Karn chuckled, blue eyes flashing with mischief as she sailed passed him and
started upstairs.
“Idiot.” Wafted back down the
stairs and only made him chuckle harder.
“Behave,” Mac growled, giving
his friend a glare.
Karn’s made a half-hearted
attempt at looking sheepish but his attention was already diverted from the
frosty woman intent on ignoring him, a speculative gleam in his eyes as he
looked at Liam and Reasa. “I think I can do a little of what you can. Would I
be in the way if I tagged along and tried to pick up some tips?”
Mac’s head whipped around in
surprise as Liam gave his friend a nod. “You’re empathic? You never told me
that.”
“You never asked,” Karn
countered with a grin. “And why would I? We all keep our skills to ourselves. Perhaps that’s why they’re so diluted now.
We’re all so busy trying to be the biggest badass around that sharing unique
talents has never been in our best interests. How the hell do you think I’ve
managed to keep this motley crew in line for so long, Mac?”
It was a rhetorical question
but the leader of the Praetorian’s answered anyway. “You’ve had an inkling of
what they were thinking or feeling.”
“Feeling,” his friend
confirmed. “When you can sense emotions it’s easier to divert the ones you
don’t want to be predominant in any given situation.” Mac looked stunned and a
bit put out at only now learning what his second in command could do, but Karn
was unrepentant. If this new knowledge of shadow walking hadn’t materialised,
he would have kept his mouth shut about his abilities.
“I have no objections to you
observing, Karn,” Liam said, his lips curling in a small smile. “The more
people who can hone their skills the better.” He glanced at the woman at his
side before turning back to the waiting vampires. “Should we make a start?”
With a concerned expression
Mac nodded and motioned for them to head upstairs to the infirmary.
“You doubt we will be
successful,” Reasa commented as she passed him, feeling oddly comfortable in
his presence. He reminded her of Louis a little, with perhaps a tad less of a
cruel streak in his eyes. She didn’t doubt for a moment that the Praetorian
leader wasn’t capable of cruelty, just that he was less inclined to veer in
that direction.
“Brandon is close to Lily’s
heart. If you try this and fail, her heart will break. In saying that, this is
the lesser of two evils so I am willing to give it a try.”
She could understand his
position, and hoped they could affect a positive change on the vampires. There
was a lot at stake, not only the hopes of all those who cared for the injured,
but also the mental well-being of the Vârcolac at her side. There was no
accounting for what Liam would do if they failed. It didn’t bear thinking
about.
Reasa tried to convince
herself that it was the emotional backlash of Liam’s powers that concerned her,
but she knew she was lying to herself. Though it was a strong factor to be
considered, the kiss she had shared with Liam was still very firmly emblazoned
in her memory. She should have been furious about the liberty he’d taken, and a
part of her was, but mostly she longed for another taste of his lips, to see if
his kiss had truly been as amazing as her memory told her it was. Shaking the
memory from her mind as best she could, Reasa entered the door to the large
infirmary, her gaze quickly sweeping the area.
Beside the very first bed
that came into view stood Elina gazing down at the dark-haired male lying there.
For all intents and purposes he gave off the appearance of being dead. Her
expression was neutral, no sign of her inner thoughts as she watched the male
for a moment longer and then walked gracefully over to the nearby window to
rest against the window seat facing into the room.
Sitting in a comfy armchair
beside the bed was Lily, a book in hand that she was reading out loud to the
sleeping male. At their entrance, the Vârcolac finished the paragraph she was
reading and then turned grave eyes to them. “I hate this book but it’s one of
Brandon’s favourites. Please wake him up so he can finish the damned thing
himself.”
Lily rose from the chair,
smiling a sad smile as she dropped a kiss on Brandon’s forehead. “See you soon,
Bran.”
She walked across to them,
slipping effortlessly into Liam’s waiting arms. For a moment they just hugged
quietly and then Lily straightened and stepped back, acceptance in her
expression. “I know you will do your
very best, Liam. Don’t do anything that endangers you though, not for Brandon,
and not for the others. They were your protectors and they wouldn’t want you to
do anything that caused you harm. Keep that firmly in mind.” She was silently
granting forgiveness in advance…should they fail at their task.
Liam nodded solemnly, guilt
threatening to overwhelm him again. He was the reason six souls lay trapped or
destroyed within their host bodies, and his beautiful friend was granting him
absolution if he couldn’t rectify his grievous error. He didn’t deserve it and
he wouldn’t fail. He would stay there for however long it took to bring each
and every one of the injured vampires back.
“I think you should go be
somewhere else, Lily,” he answered, his gaze dropping to her abdomen. “I have
no idea how much, if any, emotional leakage will seep into the room as we try
this. It would probably be best if you weren’t present as a precaution.”
“I don’t want to leave
Brandon…” Lily started to say, her gaze sweeping back to her friend as she
spoke. Her mate was already moving though to gather her up against his chest
and pull her towards the doorway.
“You heard Liam, this has
never been done before and we don’t know what may happen. I will not
countenance any harm coming to you or our daughter, Liliana.”
She knew she couldn’t argue
with Mac. She didn’t have any intention of it. It was right that she shouldn’t
be around so much empathy right now and she would never do anything to risk
their child. As if she would even consider causing her mate to, once more, lose
the most precious thing in his world. “You never let me finish,” she smiled up
at Mac, sending soothing love down their mate bond. “I had been about to say I
didn’t want to leave Brandon but it would be best if I wasn’t around such
charged emotions. I’m not completely stupid, my love.”
His frown lightened and then
his expression turned sheepish. “Overreacting again, uh?”
Though his words were
conciliatory, his tone was implacable and brought a loving smile to her face as
she gave him a reassuring hug. “It’s understandable. Let me know if there is
any improvement.”
Mac kissed his mate, long and
slow, giving her as much love and reassurance as he could. He was aware that
her heart was breaking and she was afraid to hope for a good outcome. He wanted
to tell her it would all be okay but he truly didn’t know if it would. He
finally raised his head and cupped her cheek tenderly. “You’ll be the first to
know, my Lily Rose.”
Satisfied, the pregnant
Vârcolac headed from the room, leaving everyone staring quietly at Brandon for
a long moment.
“I think it’s best if we try
this on Brandon first,” Liam finally broke the silence. It appeared the
expectation was there from the Praetorians that his friend was to be the first
attempt anyway, so he was merely formalising the thought. “We need another
comfortable chair. I don’t know how long this may take.”
Karn left the room and Elina
came forward to look up at her cousin. “I can shield the room as you work. It
won’t be the best of shields as I’ll need to cast it across everyone present,
but it should help if there is some emotional leakage.”
Liam considered it for a
moment and then shook his head. “That kind of shield would be mostly
ineffective and not a good use of your talents.” He glanced at Reasa and then
back to his cousin. “Reasa’s control is exceptional. I’m not concerned about
any issues there. I think it would be best if you buffered my defences instead.
You’re used to my mind so it will be second nature to you.”
“And you will feel more confident in yourself knowing
I am doing so,” Elina said
telepathically for his ears only.
“Yes I would, Elle. I am so much stronger with the new
shielding techniques I’ve learned but this…this will just make me feel a bit
better.”
Karn’s return into the room
with a second plush armchair halted their conversation and Elina once more
returned to her spot at the window. As Karn set it down beside its matching
companion, she let her gaze run over the vampire that had managed to break
through the cold defences she’d honed to perfection. She was still perturbed
that she’d lashed out at him with such violence. Her loss of control had been
unforgivable, no matter what the circumstances had been. It was unfortunate he
would be present during this exercise, when she needed all of her control, but
she would find a way to ignore him.
As if realising he was under
scrutiny, Karn turned his head to look at her, his lips curling in another
insufferable smile as his pale blue eyes twinkled and seem to convey that he knew
just what she was thinking. Looking away, Elina turned inward, feeling the link
that connected her to her cousin and concentrating solely on that as she
slipped into Liam’s mind and wove a delicate net of spidery tendrils around his
impressive defences. Her web looked flimsy but it was as strong as she could
make it. If Liam’s control broke, well there would be at least a small fraction
of time for the others to run before total catastrophe occurred.
Turning back to her cousin,
she watched him and Reasa sit down beside Brandon’s bed, the ancient tome open
in Liam’s lap as he quickly ran his gaze over a couple of pages. She stiffened
when Karn moved to her side, resting his back against the wall beside her.
“Can I shadow you?”
Every single part of her
being screamed NO but she ignored her
instincts to push him away and relaxed as best she could. “I am only an
additional shield for Liam. You will not learn anything from that.”
“Guess, I will be the judge
of that?” he countered swiftly, and she knew he would cause a scene if she continued
to thwart him and that was counter-productive to why they were all here.
“Fine.” Elina allowed entry
into her mind, trying not to lash out instinctively when she felt the pure male
dominance of the vampire by her side slip easily inside and nestle close to her
own defences. She ignored him as best she could, relaxing further when he
didn’t push at her inner defences but instead examined her link with Liam and
followed that path to her cousin’s mind.
“Impressive.” There was such
respect and awe in Karn’s tone that the last of Elina’s misgivings eased and
she concentrated on what was happening before them as opposed to fixating on
the male at her side. She was relying on Karn not to violate the trust she was
giving him. She only hoped that she wasn’t wrong to do so.
Liam glanced at the woman at
his side, meeting her apprehensive gaze. “Do you need more time?”
Reasa shook her head, rolling
her shoulders to relax some of the tension suffusing her body. “No, we should
begin.”
At her acceptance, the large Vârcolac
closed the book and set it down on the floor. “Mac, it might be best to clear
the house of anyone who doesn’t need to be here.”
“That’s already been done,
Liam. Everyone who is here needs to be here,” the Praetorian leader answered
calmly, signalling the Weres and vampires who were tending to the others. “We
can’t afford to leave the others uncared for while this is happening. Everyone present
has volunteered to be here.”
Again, it was as if he was
being absolved of any responsibility in advance, and Liam felt another moment’s
doubt that he could, not only, bring the vampires back, but deserved any
forgiveness.
“We should begin, Liam.”
Reasa’s practical tone helped
to balance him and he nodded his head slowly, turning to look at Brandon lying
so peacefully in the bed. “Time to come back to us, Brandon,” he muttered under
his breath, feeling Reasa slipped effortlessly into his mind beside Elina.
Dear God it was hopeless!
That was the first thought
that came to Liam’s mind as he slipped into Brandon’s and viewed the carnage
that was there. Unlike everything he’d previously experienced, there was no
long passageway with doors leading from it, straight or curving haphazardly as
Reasa had described. He stood at the beginning of what appeared to be a maze, a
ten-foot barrier of steel mesh in front of him.
“Reasa?” He couldn’t keep the
hopelessness from his voice and knew she picked up on it instantly.
“I’ve never seen anything
like it before,” she whispered, her tone horrified as she stood beside him.
“Liam, this mind is gone. There is nothing we can do.”
They were speaking aloud as
they had done before, and he knew the others would be listening to every word
they said. Despite concentrating solely on Brandon’s mind, he could detect
Mac’s sharp, indrawn breath at Reasa’s announcement. Liam refused to be
defeated, refused to give up hope when they hadn’t even tried yet.
“I don’t accept that, Reasa.
I can’t accept that. We have to be able to do something.”
“What? I have no experience
of this. I don’t know where to begin and that book didn’t give us any answers
for something as damaged as this. What can we do?”
Squaring his shoulders, Liam
reached down and took her hand, to lend her strength and also to find some
himself. “We can try, Reasa. We can try.” Taking a step forward he pulled her
through the opening in the steel mesh and deeper into the fractured mind before
them.
The conversation between Liam
and Reasa made Mac’s heart sink. He had no idea what they were seeing inside
Brandon’s mind but it sounded hopeless. He looked away from the bed, towards
the window where Elina and Karn stood.
“Are you seeing what they’re
seeing?”
Elina shook her head, for
once her serene expression clouded by a deep frown. “I can only feel their
emotions, Mac. Whatever they’re experiencing has stunned them. Reasa is
convinced there is nothing they can do. Despite the fact she has more
experience than Liam, he isn’t willing to concede that point yet. Liam is
determined they can prevail, but I’m not sure how much of that is wishful
thinking on his part.”
The Vârcolac turned her gaze
from the couple at the bed to the Praetorian leader. “Are you sure you can’t
clear out more people from the house? I’m unsure if I’ll be able to contain
Liam if this goes badly, Mac. Perhaps you should join Lily? We can’t afford to
lose you as Praetorian leader, let alone as Lily’s mate.”
A low growl from the male at
her side had her head inclining in his direction.
“You should have more faith
in your cousin...and yourself. Liam’s shields are strong and the buffer you
have in place buys us all a little time should something go wrong. Doubting
Liam while you’re in his mind isn’t going to be of help,” Karn remarked.
Mac considered their words
when Elina didn’t respond to his second in command, taking his time to digest
the ramifications if things went wrong. Karn was right, they had an advanced
warning system in place, and they could use the precious few seconds that Elina
could grant them. For now, his place was here with his fallen, until such times
it became too dangerous to remain. In addition, if Elina was right about Liam
being unrealistic about their chances of success, someone had to be there to
ensure neither he nor Reasa came to any harm. That was his job.
“I’m staying,” he finally
answered, his tone brooking no argument.
The Vârcolac opened her mouth
as if to say more but a hand on her arm diverted her attention and her frosty
glare turned on Karn. “Do not touch me.”
“Don’t get excited, Missy. It
wasn’t that kind of touch.”
Karn removed his hand,
delighting in the irritated snort that escaped Elina’s lips. He couldn’t help
baiting her at every possible turn, regardless of how dire the current
situation was. There was something about the woman that brought out the
devilment in him. It had been a long time since any woman had interested him to
the level that Elina did. Mac’s disapproving glare settled him down somewhat,
and he settled back to let events unfold.
*****
More steel mesh greeted Liam
and Reasa as they moved forward into Brandon’s mind. It bent and twisted,
seeming to branch off into different paths. It was indeed a maze, one so
twisted that they hit a dead end almost immediately and had to backtrack. Liam
chose to go right, weaving through spaces so narrow he could feel steel barbs
snagging at his arms. He ignored it, keeping his forward momentum until he hit
another dead end.
“Back,” he sighed, returning
to the beginning and choosing the forward path this time. Liam refused to give
up. The fact they were in a maze indicated some kind of order within Brandon’s
mind even if it was complicated. If the vampire’s mind was truly destroyed then
shouldn’t there just be blackness or an absence of everything?
They continued forward, eyes
flicking over every conceivable surface they could see. Liam had no idea what
they were looking for and he doubted Reasa did too. He only hoped that they
would recognise it when they did see it. The maze hit a dead end going forward
halting them in their tracks again. They had the option of turning left or
right, and Liam pondered which route to take first. Settling on the left, he
turned to start off in that direction but Reasa resisted his movement.
“Wait! Stop!” she cried out,
pulling him back, her gaze fixed on something on the ground at her feet.
Liam frowned, puzzled by why
she had stopped him. He couldn’t see anything other than grey stone and more
steel mesh, but she was bending down low, peering at something just out of his
line of sight. His gut instinct was to keep moving forward, however he had to
concede that Reasa had been doing this a lot longer than he had. It was
pointless bringing her with him if he was going to disregard her expertise.
Shifting his position to get
a better vantage point, he saw what appeared to be a small dull glass bead. He
had no idea what it was or why his mate considered it significant. It was clear
she did as her brow was furrowed in a deep frown as she stared at it.
“Liam…” When she looked up at
him there was a flicker of something in her eyes he couldn’t quite make out.
“What is it?” He held his
breath as he waited for her answer, hoping against hope it would be something
positive. It just had to be something positive to ease the growing hopeless he
was feeling.
“I think this is part of
Brandon’s psyche. Reach out with your emotions, as you did at the pack. You
have to concentrate hard but you should be able to sense it stronger than I
can. There’s barely a flicker nudging at my senses.”
It was difficult to bend down
in the tight space beside her but Liam dropped to his knees uncaring that a
steel barb scored down his back drawing blood. He reached out with his stronger
senses, concentrating on the glass bead that looked so innocuous. At first he
could detect nothing, and then, for the briefest of moments he sensed
something, felt some kind of connection.
“I think you may be right,”
he whispered, the first tendrils of hope beginning to form within him. He
called out to Brandon but there was no response, and yet, Reasa’s hopeful
expression helped to sooth his initial disappointment. If this was part of Brandon’s psyche…if they
could find more small pieces scattered throughout the maze…
“Can we fashion a receptacle?
If there are more pieces splintered throughout the maze, we can gather them all
together and maybe that will be enough for Brandon’s mind to do the rest?”
As soon as he’d asked the
question, a clear glass urn appeared before them, and Reasa reverently placed
the glass bead into it. It looked so lost and alone within the huge jar, and
yet, a little of the dullness appeared to have receded. Liam wasn’t sure if it truly
had, or if it was just wishful thinking on his part.
“We could be here for days
looking for other parts of his psyche,” Reasa said quietly, as they took a
moment to pause and consider their options. “Perhaps we should split up? We can
place a marker on each passage we’ve tried so the other doesn’t waste time
repeating steps already taken. If we find more of these beads we can add them
to the urn by a simple thought command. The book said we could do that as long
as we can hold onto the image we’re transporting an object to.”
Hope flared brighter within
the Vârcolac, his beautiful mate’s idea brilliant in its simplicity. He had to dampen it down, had to try to put
things in perspective. They were only surmising that they had found a piece of
Brandon’s psyche. It could be just what it appeared to be, a lone glass bead. However,
Liam was sure they were on the right track despite his caution to himself.
There had been that briefest flicker of consciousness. He was certain of that.
“I’ll take the left and you
take the right,” he announced, standing up. He imagined a red ribbon tied into
a bow against the steel mesh. “If you see this sign, I’ve been there already.”
Reasa quickly imitated him,
using a blue bow to mark her passage. They left the glass urn where they’d
found the first bead so they would have a clear point of reference to project
to if they found others. “Good luck,” she said, turning and moving off into
Brandon’s mind.
*****
“What the fuck?” Karn hissed
out the words, drawing Mac’s eyes to him.
“What?”
“There’s blood on Liam’s
T-shirt!”
Elina flowed gracefully from
her spot before the others could move, reaching to pull up the back of her
cousin’s t-shirt as gently as she could. Her alert gaze travelled the unbroken
skin, a smear of blood being the only indicator that there had been an injury
there. As they watched, Liam’s skin tore open for a brief moment, and then
instantly healed.
Karn’s gaze was on Reasa,
another hiss escaping as a long jagged cut appear down her left arm. Unlike
Liam, she didn’t heal instantly. She no longer had vampiric healing abilities.
“Get them out!” Mac ordered,
his voice terse as another cut appeared on Reasa’s face, scoring down her right
cheek.
“No!” Elina blocked him as he
moved to shake Reasa, her steely gaze daring him to try to go through her.
“Whatever is happening in there isn’t life threatening. These cuts are shallow.
Liam can heal himself. I will take care of Reasa. If there is any hope of them bringing
Brandon back then they must be
allowed to continue.”
“How?” Mac demanded, fury
dancing in his eyes as another shallow cut appeared on the former vampire’s
forehead.
Elina was unsure if she would
be able to help Reasa but she was going to try. They had no idea what
Anakatrine has done to her on a D.N.A. level when she stripped Reasa of her
immortality. The pack had used traditional healing methods when Reasa had been
injured earlier. Elina wanted to try something else.
Leaning forward, she pressed
her lips against Reasa’s forehead, feeling the other woman stiffen at her touch
before she relaxed once more, an absent-minded acknowledgement brushing Elina’s
inner thoughts. Reasa was focused on what she was doing within Brandon’s mind,
but she was conscious of what Elina was attempting. Allowing her lips to part,
the Vârcolac ran her tongue over the scratch, sealing it in one pass.
“Fuck!” The word ground out
of Karn, as if he couldn’t contain it.
Elina ignored him, moving to
the wound on Reasa’s cheek and pressing her lips against it as she had before.
She tried to ignore how good the blood tasted...tried to ensure that she was in
full control as she healed the other woman’s injuries.
Mac moved around them,
leaning down to Reasa’s left side. He reached for her arm but Elina moved so
fast, he was knocked flat on his ass before he could touch her. “Fool!” The
Vârcolac hissed, cold eyes flashing with an emotion so feral, Karn took a step
back.
“How do you think Liam will
react to your scent on his unclaimed mate? How do you think he will react
knowing you have tasted her blood?”
Neither of the two males had
even remotely considered what a major fuck up that would be. They were both
dominant, territorial males, who wouldn’t think twice about overreacting should
another male touch what belonged to them.
Mac had reacted as the protector he was, so intent on helping Reasa he
hadn’t considered the fallout of his actions.
“Do not
touch Thereasa while he is unaware,” Elina continued in a more even tone, her
feral expression easing as she moved to tend to the arm wound. She ignored Mac
as he relocated back to his previous spot, intent on her task. When the wound
was healed, she licked her lips with closed eyes, willing her inner demon to
retreat to cage she kept it in.
Seeing no further wounds on
Reasa, she returned to her position at the window, aware that both Mac and Karn
were staring at her as if she’d just grown horns. An exasperated sigh escaped
her lips as she shook her head in cool exasperation. “Liam trusts me and
therefore my scent on Reasa will not aggravate him, and neither will my taking
of her blood. He knows there is nothing sexual in the act, that it is merely a
healing gesture.”
She shook her head once more,
fighting the urge to roll her eyes at the disbelief on their faces. Stupid
males! “Why is everything about sex with vampires? I mean, really, do you ever
think above your waists?”
“Perhaps because the taking
of blood is always performed during some kind of sexual activity,” Karn
snorted, mockery lacing his tone.
“Idiot.” Was the only answer
he received, before Elina turned her attention back to the couple by the bed.
When it became apparent things had settled down with them, the vampires
returned to their watching brief, allowing the Vârcolac to call the shots...for
now.
*****
Liam turned to his route,
scouring everywhere as he walked at a snail’s pace. He didn’t want to miss
anything and the beads were small and easily masked by the steel mesh. Despite
his vigilance, he almost missed the next bead; some inner sense halting his
footsteps as he walked past the area it was hidden. Turning back, his searched
the area to his right more closely until the glass bead appeared within the
mesh. It was as dull and lifeless as the first one, but he didn’t allow that to
dampen his hope.
“Go join the other part of
yourself, Brandon.” Liam called up his memory of the urn, emitting a small
sound of surprise when he saw it already contained an additional two beads. It
appeared Reasa had had more success than he’d had so far. With a proud smile,
his bead joined the other three in the urn, and Liam turned once more to
continue on his journey.
He had no idea that the work
would have been so painstaking, so exhausting. Liam felt as if he’d been
walking for hours on end when he finally started treading ground Reasa had
already been over. Her pretty blue bows showed up sporadically for a while and
then it appeared every passage he walked into contained her mark.
“Liam? I think we’ve completed
the maze,” he heard in his mind. His hand being squeezed in the real world
accompanied the words. “I’m tracking routes you’ve already travelled.” Reasa’s
mental voice sounded weary and he wondered if his did too as he answered.
“Same here. Let’s head back
to the urn.”
It felt like it took forever
to reach the beginning of the maze and the glass urn that was two thirds full
of beads that were now glowing brightly. Reasa was already there, staring at
the light her expression rapt. “Can you feel him, Liam?” The words whispered
out, awe suffusing her voice.
It was only when she spoke
that he felt the third presence with them, a distinctly male persona emanating
from the urn. There was no conscious thought, nothing that indicated
intelligence but there was something there, and it was getting stronger with
each passing second.
Dropping to his knees beside
his mate, Liam gripped her hand as they stared at the light, watching it pulse
to a slow rhythm they weren’t party to. It was as if the light was undulating
to a beat they couldn’t hear...a beat that was slowly picking up pace.
“Brandon?”
The light flared for a
fraction of a second, and then it returned to its slow pulsing once more, a
feeling of serenity washing over Liam. He could see that same serenity flowing
over Reasa, the illumination from the urn bathing her exquisite features in an
ethereal glow.
“We found him, Liam! We found
him!”
Reasa threw herself into his
arms, laughing and crying at the same time, completely overcome with the
emotion of the moment. Liam held her close, tears mingling with his own
laughter, the emotions mixing with a sense of disbelief that they had been
successful at their task. True, Brandon wasn’t fully with them just yet, but
there was enough of his psyche gathered that, perhaps, with a bit more time,
he’d be able to find his own way back.
Exhausted beyond belief, Liam
felt his mate’s own mental fatigue, and the way her body sagged against his.
With a tired groan, he rose back to his feet, pulling Reasa up beside him.
“We’ve done all we can for today. We can come back tomorrow if required. We
need to rest, Reasa.”
It was a testament to how
exhausted she was that she didn’t object to him ordering her about. When Liam
slipped from Brandon’s mind and turned to look at her, Reasa’s head was resting
on Brandon’s bed, her body slumped over with tiredness.
He was instantly concerned
for his mate, so much so that it took him a moment to realise that the room was
practically empty, Elina and Karn being the only two remaining that weren’t
monitoring the patients. The room was darker, a handful of lamps casting a pale
light around it.
“You’re back.” Elina’s cool
words didn’t mask her concern. “You’ve been gone for hours, Liam. We didn’t
know if we should try to force you to leave or let you be.”
“What time is it?”
“Almost midnight,” Karn
answered, a frown marring his face. “I was all set to make you leave but your cousin here wouldn’t let me. Just like
she wouldn’t let us remove you when you both started bleeding all over the place.”
His scowl was for Elina who
merely shrugged and turned her gaze to Reasa. She could see Liam was exhausted
but he had the strength of being Vârcolac keeping him going; his mate didn’t. “Reasa
looks wiped out, Liam.”
“Wait, what do you mean bleeding
all over the place?” Her cousin’s concerned gaze turned to Reasa, gently
raising her from her prone position and searching her face intently. Her eyes
fluttered open briefly, and then closed again as if she was too tired to keep
them open. “There isn’t a mark on her,” Liam breathed, suspicious eyes
alighting on Karn.
“Don’t look at me,” the
vampire growled, giving Elina a pointed look. “She ran the whole show today. You want to know why the girl’s
healed, ask your cousin.”
For a moment, Elina really wanted
to smack the smug look from Karn’s face but she fought down the errant thought,
keeping her gaze firmly on Liam in case he reacted unfavourably. She was
relieved to see that his initial suspicion was waning, and it was more
curiosity than anything else on his face. “We can talk more about it tomorrow,”
she answered neutrally, giving him the briefest of smiles.
Liam shot her another
quizzical glance before his need to take care of his mate overcome his
curiosity and he rose, sweeping Reasa into his arms and cradling her against
his wide chest. “Where can we rest?”
Karn headed for the door.
“You can use the room at the top of the stairs on the second floor. You can
have the one to the right of it, Elina.” He paused as they passed him, his
Praetorian instincts coming to the fore. “Brandon?”
“We did what we could, Karn.
The rest is up to him.” Liam headed up the second flight of stairs and opened
the door to the room they’d been assigned. The last of his strength was waning
and all he wanted to do was crawl into bed.
Kicking the door shut, he
clutched Reasa tightly and managed to pull down the cover on the bed. He sank
down onto the mattress with her, laying his mate gently against the pillows.
Fast asleep she was so vulnerable, and his protective instincts surged up
within him. He found enough strength to pull off her boots and his own before
he wrapped Reasa in his arms and pulled the cover over them.
He didn’t care how pissed off
she would be when she woke. She was his to protect, and nothing would make him
leave her side until she was rested enough to take care of herself. Liam’s eyes
drifted closed, his heart slowing to beat in tandem with the woman’s in his
arms.
To be continued...
Love, love, love!!! It just keeps gettin better and better :)
ReplyDeleteNicole
Love it
ReplyDeleteAnyone here know what chapter of which book Karn gets punched inta a wall by Elina?
chapter 9 of Hearts of Warriors :)
DeleteThanks for the update. :)
ReplyDeleteStill don't quite care for Reasa or Liam. I'm glad Pietro finally had his chance of letting out his anger and hurt. I'm quite disappointed to see Andrei think Pietro's reaction is because he's wallowing in self pity! The vampire was tortured to the extent that even Andrei cried yet he's not allowed to feel betrayed and hurt, justifiably so, that his best friends picked their pack over him in shielding Reasa? Even Cassia's actions was a betrayal in my eyes. I can understand how Pietro feels betrayed and upset over all of this. I've said this before that he needs to heal away from the pack, and definitely away from the perpetrator.
Don't quite understand why Cassia's wolf isn't sure, given her reaction to the guy in the previous chapter, but regardless, I do think what Pietro needs now is space. Cassia and her wolf should keep their whining and wailing down to a minimum and stop thinking about themselves for a minute and think about Pietro and how he's still struggling with what has happened to him imo.
Wonder where Kothari is...didn't he sense Dara's distress? Also, it was sad that she said she hasn't found her mate yet. Wonder if it is different for the Varcolac?
Finally, we get some Elina/Karn! I've missed them. Other than Freya/Day and Annie/Caleb, this is the pairing I'm most looking forward to read about more. Perhaps I'm in the minority, but I don't quite care that much about the wolves with their pack lives and the whole submitting to the Alpha thing. :P I've loved Rafe for who he was to Annie and I think other than Loretta and Day (that too because of their partners), don't care either way...
Loved this Jaz! Thanks again for updating so soon and for sharing! :)
I just commented before but it didn't work.... So in summary what I said was:
ReplyDeleteBrilliant chapter, think you're improving all the way through, been with you since the being of this series, really like Reasa and Liam - they were polar opposites: blind indoctrinated hatred v compassion so huge it almost obliterated Liam, can't wait for the next chapter!! Oh yes, and still loving that bit when Liam's vampiric side came out and said 'Gotcha!' to Reasa!
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My heart bleeds for Cassia and Pietro so much pain.
ReplyDeleteIs there any way to ask Jaz a question?
ReplyDeleteI got notification of all comments so asking here works or you can click the contact tab and message me through there
DeleteJaz
Good to know
DeleteI was wondering what you are going to do with Kothai seems like he will have to soften some but I am wondering how much you think you will be softening him?
It just seems like Reasa lost a hate she had so deeply ingrained very fast. She isn't convincing with the whole 'I'm only doing it to get my powers back'. Not much conflict there.
ReplyDeleteanother great chapter...
ReplyDeleteReesa still has some powers or abilities. Is she completely human? I thought Kothi implied Dara was his mate? He refers to her as his angel. She even felt of connection when he fought his vaimpire and shifted. Is she getting a wolf mate now? Oh, and what about Ra yne, anymore little ones for her and Gard?
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