“Annie!
You’re back. For a moment there I thought someone had broken into the
bookstore.”
Ashleigh’s
voice shattered Rhianna’s concentration, and she glanced up from her book,
startled by the other woman’s arrival. It was still early, just past six
thirty. She hadn’t expected Ashleigh to arrive for at least another hour and a
half.
“And
you’re here very early. Did Nors kick you out of bed?” There was a teasing note
to her voice as she set the book beside her on sofa and stretched to get some
of the kinks out of her neck. She’d arrived at the bookstore a couple of hours
ago, unable to sleep and not wanting to disturb Caleb. He appeared to be
getting the first decent night’s sleep since they’d been apart; it had seemed a
shame to disturb him with her restlessness. The bookstore had offered the
perfect place for some uninterrupted solitude as she began reading the two
books Anakatrine had selected. She just hadn’t figured on Ashleigh coming in so
early.
Truth be told, she had missed the comfort she’d always found in the bookstore.
As a vampire, her appearance no longer aged so being there daily had no longer
been an option. It had been almost 15 years since her last visit. The running
of the shop had been handed over to the pack, with different members rotating
every few years to keep suspicion to a minimum. Ashleigh had taken the first five, and had
just recently resumed that role again. Her youthful appearance meant she could
pass as a younger relative if need be, but so far none of the patrons had
appeared to notice anything unusual.
Rhianna knew that they would have to sell the place soon. The mere thought
of it broke her heart, but keeping their secret was more important. She knew it
would break Ashleigh’s too, and that was the reason the younger woman had asked
to be the final manager. The blonde wolf
had come to find the same inner peace in the bookstore as she did. It had
helped her cope with the loss of her family, and it appeared to be a safe haven
for her as she struggled with her current dilemma.
Rhianna hadn’t realised just how much she’d missed her sanctuary until
she’d seen Anakatrine’s library. It was only then she’d realised that she
shared the same love of books as the vampire Queen. Anakatrine had owned an extensive library.
Rhianna had chosen to open a bookstore when she’d first lost Rafe. The
synchronicity wasn’t lost on her, nor was the feeling that a sense of closure
hung in the air. She didn’t want to
think of that at the moment though, and was glad when her friend spoke.
“I
couldn’t sleep,” Ashleigh sighed, running a hand through her wispy, blond hair.
Dark, black circles shadowed her eyes and her face was etched with a deep
frown. It was clear that she was struggling with the torrent of recent events.
“Same
here.” Rhianna picked up an empty coffee cup from the table in front of her as
she rose from her seat. “Coffee?”
Ashleigh
nodded, her expression softening as she sat down on the sofa. Her eyes
unconsciously scanned over the snug area of the bookstore where patrons could
sip coffee while sitting on comfortable seats to read. It was her favourite
part of the shop. Floor to ceiling
bookcases separated it from the main part of the store, offering a semblance of
privacy. She sat here often when she had things on her mind. “Have you seen
Rafe yet?”
“I
called him last night and let him know I was home. I had some things to do
before I headed over, some research that may help us.” Rhianna returned with
the coffees and set them down on the table. She took a seat next to her friend,
her expression sympathetic. “Rafe told me you’re having a hard time with what’s
been happening. Do you want to talk about it? I imagine you may have some
things you would like to say to me personally, as I played such a large part in
what occurred up at the Praetorian Compound.” Her tone was soft and
encouraging; she realized that the emotions her friend was experiencing were in
stark contrast to her normally sunny disposition, and therefore, part of her
struggle.
There
was a long silence as Ashleigh appeared to try to verbalise what was running
through her mind before she sighed and ran a hand through her hair again. “I’ve
often wondered how you do what you do and make it seem so easy, Annie. I don’t
think any of us have ever realised how hard it is for you…not until now. I
think I can understand a little, because I am so torn with everything that’s
happened.”
She
turned haunted brown eyes to the vampire. “Part of me was so angry that you
didn’t allow Caleb to kill Thereasa, though I knew you must have had a reason
for it and it would have hurt Liam to his very core. I know that’s wrong, but I still had those feelings. I’ve been
working on understanding—or trying to—but it’s been hard having that woman in
my home with Liam claiming her as his mate. I want Liam to be happy, but not
with her.”
Ashleigh swallowed hard and reached for her coffee, needing something
to occupy her hands. “Annie, to have such hatred for that woman in my heart,
knowing that I’m hurting my son, is ripping me apart. I don’t know how to
reconcile all these conflicting emotions. I want to be there for Liam, yet I
find myself pushing him further away. I can’t bear the thought of losing him,
but I can’t find it in my heart to forgive Reasa either.”
The
self-loathing evident in Ashleigh’s voice weighed heavily on Rhianna. She stood up and took a few steps away,
before pacing back towards the sofa, her heart filled with empathy for her
friend. “I don’t always understand why Anakatrine chooses to do what she does.
I just know she has a reason for it and I have to have faith in her. There is
no denying that Thereasa has made mistakes, some truly appalling ones, but
there is good within her.”
Kneeling
before Ashleigh, Rhianna gently removed the cup from her hands so she could hold
them tightly. “You know it’s natural to have these feelings, Ash. You almost
lost your son and there is nothing stronger than a mother’s love for her child.
You should spend less time beating yourself up for feeling this way and accept
that it’s okay to be human.”
“I’ve tried, Annie. I’ve tried so hard, but I can’t see anything beyond
the fact that she came here to murder my son.”
Ashleigh’s
confession was full of misery. It was heart-rending to hear the conflict, the
raw pain in her voice. “Stop and think of who you are…what you are, honey. You
are pack and you are wolf. The mating instinct is a part of you; it shapes you
personally and it shapes every Were in existence. The Vârcolac follow that same
mating instinct. For Liam’s wolf to choose Thereasa means there is something
worth choosing. She completes him, Ash. He needs her to help him with his
empathic abilities and she needs him, too.”
Rhianna
reached up to cup her cheek soothingly. “You found it in your heart to accept Freya—and
Thereasa isn’t all that different from her. You welcomed Freya into your life
for Nors’ sake and you saw how his love, and Dayton’s, was able to free her
goodness. Your capacity to love and feel
compassion is what makes you so unique, Ashleigh Bryant. You passed down that
same love and compassion to your son. Trust in Liam. He knows what is right for
him, just as much as Day did when he finally stopped resisting Freya. Thereasa
will save three souls; Liam will save so many more with her at his side.”
Her
cryptic words were intended to create curiosity and they succeeded. Ashleigh’s
troubled expression turned quizzical, her head tilting to the side. “What do
you mean?”
Rhianna smiled, quickly mulling over the pros and cons before she
spoke again. “Honestly, I shouldn’t really say anything, because this hasn’t
been discussed with anyone yet. Caleb and Gard know bits and pieces, but maybe
this is something you need to know more than everyone else does right now.
Perhaps this information will help you as much as it will Liam and Reasa.”
Sitting
beside her, she leaned over to retrieve the book she’d set aside earlier. It was
old and leather bound, and she stroked it gently as she considered her next
words. “Liam’s abilities, his empathy, are like nothing we’ve encountered
before. Oh, I know Anaktrine’s magical
power seems limitless, but it appears her role is one of guidance for now. She
is content to step in, but only when she feels there is no other option. While
I was away I dreamed, Ash, and in those dreams I discovered that the vampire
Queen had hidden away some of her library, hoping to transport those
irreplaceable books to the future, to our time.”
The
other woman regarded her with a confused expression. “Why would she do that?”
“Ana
was always looking toward the future; she realised, so long ago, that there
would come a time when we would need to unlock the knowledge bound between
their pages.” Rhianna sighed softly, still stroking the book on her knee. “Gard
has been the custodian of the books since the deaths of the King and Queen. He
has recreated a portion of the library to store them, and he took me there
recently. This book, Ash...I’ve been reading it for a couple of hours now. I
can just feel that it will help Liam
and so many others.”
Ashleigh
was peering down at the book, her full attention riveted to what her friend was
saying. If something could help her son, she wanted to know about it. “I can’t
read the title. What language is that?”
Rhianna
smiled, staring off into the distance for a moment, as if reliving a memory.
“It didn’t occur to me that no one would be able to read them. Caleb and I can
read them easily, but I assume that was most likely due to Anakatrine and
Callain’s memories. The books were translated into the modern tongue of each
era, as the ages passed. I believe this text is a version of Hattic and the
title translates to Soul Searching.”
“Soul Searching?”
“I
couldn’t understand why Ana picked this book out when I left the selection to
her, but I’m beginning to now.” Rhianna’s expression held more than a hint of
excitement; she was unable to keep it from her voice. “Ashleigh, the vampire
race has changed so much over the millennia. From what I can understand—long
before Anakatrine was born—they were more of a cerebral race. They had a
range of mental powers that have long since been forgotten.”
“But
they still have some of those powers,” her friend countered. “I know nobody
really uses them for anything specific, but can’t Alexei mask his scent?
Andrei…he can conceal when he is lying. There are other vampires who can spot
deception, aren’t there? There must be other skills available too?”
Rhianna
nodded, conceding the point. “There are still those who have managed to retain
some of their enhanced mental abilities, but they pale in comparison to what
the books tell us we once were capable of mastering. It’s as if we’ve regressed
to the point that those powers seem…useless.”
She
turned to face her friend, her lavender eyes aglow with excitement. “Don’t you
see, Ash? Liam’s gift isn’t a new
one; it’s an old one that has been given back to us.” She let that thought sink
in as she watched the small blonde’s eyes widen in shock.
“His
particular skill was a rarity, even back then, but it was one of the most
powerful ones in existence. Empathy was predominately used as a counselling
tool to help others, but there were those who viewed it as a very dangerous
weapon. An elite group of Elders and
Ancients existed who had the talent to Dream Walk…well according to the book
there were.”
“What’s
that?” Ashleigh queried in a hushed tone.
The tiniest spark of hope ignited inside her as she continued. “If this
book could somehow help Liam…maybe he won’t have to suffer anymore.”
“From
what I’ve read so far, a dream walker can enter a mind and travel within
another person’s sub consciousness, their dreams, on the psychic plane. I
hadn’t read much beyond that point before you arrived, but the applications
could be limitless. We know Reasa has strong empathic powers. There has to be
others out there who share this ability. Maybe this method could be used to
help the injured vampires at the Praetorian compound?”
Ashleigh’s
mind whirled as a burst of chaotic thoughts rushed through her head. Her heart
picked up a beat and there was hope in her eyes as she looked at Rhianna.
“Reasa’s the only one who can calm Liam and help him shield when he has an
episode. If she can teach him her skills, it will help to calm his mind.
Together, you’re thinking they will able to do this dream walking thing?”
Rhianna
smiled widely, nodding as her friend grasped the importance of the situation.
“Maybe they could, Ashleigh. They may have the potential to wake up the
Praetorians—or at least allow us to know if there is any hope for them.”
Ashleigh
rose and paced over to the window to look out into the street. She was both
excited and confused by what she’d learned. If what Rhianna said was true, it
would be difficult to deny that Liam may actually need Reasa’s help. Also, she couldn’t ignore that Freya had done
some reprehensible things in her past; in spite of that fact, she had come to
love her sister-in-law with all her heart. Forgiveness wasn’t an easy concept
for her to consider, but she’d already lost so many that were dear to her
heart.
Liam
needed Ashleigh as well as Reasa,
more now than he’d ever needed her before. Was it such a leap of faith to step
back and consider that maybe Reasa had to use her empathy adversely just to
survive over in Europe? What did she really know about Thereasa’s life and what
she had endured till now? She’d made no attempt to find out what motivated the
former vampire. Annie was right, it was time to take a step back and look at
the bigger picture.
Turning
slowly, she stared at the petite redhead sitting on the sofa watching her in
silence. Annie had risked everything for what was right. She was the bravest
person Ashleigh had ever met, and that had nothing to do with the soul of the
vampire Queen that lived within her. It was time for Ashleigh to be just as
brave, and just as determined to do the right thing.
A
soft smile crossed her face and she nodded her head. “What can I do to help,
Annie?”
*****
Rhianna
and Ashleigh headed over to the pack compound once Rowan showed up at the
bookstore. Aaron and Jen’s daughter liked helping out on a part-time basis
while she was finishing off another degree at the university. The latest
venture was in teaching; the first one had been in computer science. Though she
enjoyed all things computer related, she’d realised that wasn’t the type of
career she wanted. She appeared much happier since she switched paths, and
enjoyed helping out with the children’s story time session at the bookstore.
As
Rhianna pulled up outside her brother’s house, she wasn’t surprised to see him
waiting in the doorway. It was as if he had known she was on her way over, and
it made her lips quirk in a small smile to see him standing there.
He
strode to the car and had the door open even before she’d managed to take off
her seatbelt. “Are you okay?”
“Rafe,
I told you last night I was fine.” She laughed as she was scooped up in a big
bear hug, and returned his embrace with as much fervour. It never seemed to
matter to him that she was a vampire and technically stronger than he was. She
would always be his baby sister to protect. “You worry too much.”
“That’s
my job,” he answered with a lop-sided grin, turning to greet Ashleigh as she
joined them. “I thought you were working at the bookstore today.”
“I
was, but Annie had some important things to discuss that affect Liam. Rowan is taking care of the shop for the time
being.”
Rafe
turned a quizzical gaze on his sister who gave him one of her enigmatic smiles.
“All in good time,” she grinned. “Caleb’s on his way over, so I want to wait
for him. However, you can tell me how you managed to get your mate pregnant
again without me knowing about it.” There was laughter in her voice which prompted a
wide grin to spread over her brother’s face.
“I
really need to tell you the facts of life? Thought you and Caleb had that one
nailed down already, but if you need some pointers…”
“He’s
been insufferable since we found out the babies are okay,” Lacey laughed, as
she proceeded out of the house to give her sister-in-law a big hug. There was
more than a hint of amusement in her voice as she looked at her smug mate.
“He’s been strutting around like a proud peacock.”
Her
teasing had the Alpha grinning as he gathered her to his side and dropped a
kiss on the top of her head. “Don’t let her fool you, Annie. She’s been lapping
up all the attention the pack’s been giving her, too.”
The
happiness exuding from the couple was warm and soothing. Rhianna’s answering
smile was full of love as she gave each of them another quick hug. This was her
family; when they were happy, she was happy. Things could have gone so much
differently, and she was relieved that everything was okay.
“I
need to head over to lessons, so I’ll catch up with you later.” Lacey
disentangled herself from them and disappeared into the community hall, leaving
the others to head into the Alpha’s study.
“Nors
is over at the new warehouse preparing it for Monday’s opening,” Rafe said as
he ordered coffee and breakfast to be brought to his study and sat down in the
armchair beside the fireplace. “Do we need him here?”
A
lot of the older businesses were being shut down or changing hands. The pack
and the vampires were consolidating their finances and redistributing them into
new ventures. Immortality and longevity
were all well and good, but living longer required them to reinvest and
reinvent themselves every so often.
“Ashleigh
can fill him in later or if we need him, we can give him a call to come home.”
Rhianna
was interrupted briefly when Lily knocked on the door and entered the study.
She was carrying a laden tray and the Alpha immediately rose to take it from
her. “You shouldn’t be carrying this in your condition.” There was disapproval
in his tone, but also a trace of pride. He knew his errant pack member wasn’t
required to do breakfast duties, but she was there every morning, usually before
the other pack members’ were awake.
“I’m
pregnant, Rafe, not sick.” The Vârcolac laughed, though her pleased smile let
everyone know that his concern for her well-being was appreciated.
“You’re
wasting your breath there,” Annie chuckled as she rose to give the younger
woman a hug. Her eyes travelled over her face with intent before she smiled
again, clearly pleased with what she saw. “Impending motherhood suits you.”
“We’ll
revisit that in another month or so when I suddenly balloon out to the size of
a house,” Lily quipped as she turned and left the room, passing Caleb on his
way in.
“Are
you trying to irritate me?” the vampire grumbled as he headed straight for his
mate and wrapped her up in his arms. “You’re not even home for twenty-four
hours and I wake up to find myself alone in our bed.”
Rhianna
laughed at his peeved tone and cuddled closer to ease his separation anxiety.
It was going to take her a while to alleviate her mate’s distress when she
wasn’t at his side. She would have to put up with it until he was once again
convinced he wasn’t about to lose her. “You needed the rest and I couldn’t
sleep because of what we’ve discovered. I was only at the bookstore, Caleb. Not
that far away.”
“Does
someone want to tell me what you’ve discovered, and why we’re gathered here?”
Rafe’s droll tone had everyone turning to look at him and it was Caleb who
replied.
“I
think your guess is as good as mine. When I went to bed, very little had really
been discovered; however from Annie’s
expression, it appears she knows something more?” Caleb phrased it as a
question, moving to sit down and help himself to some coffee. He poured a cup
for his mate.
As
Rafe and Ashleigh grabbed some food, Rhianna quickly apprised her brother of
Anakatrine’s rediscovered library and the books they hoped would help them deal
with the European threat. The alpha’s expression turned incredulous the more
information she imparted.
“Dream
Walking?” Caleb echoed, when his mate got to that part of her discovery. He
felt a bubble of hope well up inside at the mere possibility of help for the
injured vampires.
“I
think Liam and Reasa should have this.” Rhianna patted the leather-bound book
on the coffee table where she’d placed it when she’d arrived. “I’ll have to use
a spell to translate the text into English so they can read it, but that
shouldn’t be hard. They are the ones who know most about their abilities. It
makes sense that they would be the logical choices to read it through and
determine what they can or cannot do.”
“You’re
forgetting one little thing, Annie. Reasa is our prisoner, whether she is
Liam’s mate or not. No one knows what kind of harm she could cause with this
new knowledge. From what I understand, you didn’t strip her empathic abilities
when you took her immortality.” There was a healthy dose of caution in Rafe’s
tone as he frowned at the thought. He didn’t even blink at the fact she was
going to employ magic to perform the translation.
His
sister frowned too, pursing her lips as she regarded him. “Yes, she needs to be
watched. I’m not disputing that fact; but how is she ever supposed to integrate
with the pack if she continues to feel like an outsider, Rafe? Reasa has a
strong affinity for vampires even though she’s no longer one. Providing her
with the opportunity to help the casualties at the Praetorian Compound will
give her a purpose. That’s something she is clearly lacking right now. It will
also give her the chance to work with Liam and get to know him as a
person. It’s a calculated risk in my
opinion.”
“She’s
already contacted someone outside the pack,” Ashleigh countered. “We don’t know
the consequences of that yet. If Reasa can move around more freely, won’t that
grant her the potential to place Liam in harm’s way? What if someone comes to
rescue her?”
“I
think we can all agree that Liam doesn’t need any protecting,” Caleb sighed,
giving the younger woman a rueful smile. “On the contrary it’s the rest of us
who need protection from him. I’m in agreement with Annie. We always use the
tools that fit the job, and this empathy thing is what Liam and Reasa do best.”
Rafe
nodded. Since the issue at Freya’s, he had been reassessing what was best for
the pack; it was clear to him that separating Liam and Reasa would only lead to
another episode. He in no way trusted the former vampire, but it was hard to
dispute Annie’s reasoning. They would have to ensure that Reasa was closely
monitored. That would mean putting their stronger-willed personnel on the task,
and relying on Liam to retain enough pack loyalty to back them up if she proved
stronger than anticipated. He’d already considered allowing them to go up to
the Praetorian Compound.
“Fine,
it’s agreed then. Liam and Reasa will research the book. They’ll also be
permitted to go up to the Praetorian compound to see if they can be of any
assistance. I want a Vârcolac presence around them though, just to ensure Reasa
can’t manipulate any vulnerable minds to attempt escape.”
"I’m agreeable to that,” Rafe confirmed with another nod of his head. “I doubt any of the Vârcolac will have an issue with helping out.”
They
talked a little longer, finishing breakfast as they discussed the best timing
for the trip to the Praetorian compound. Despite some concerns, there was an
air of excitement in the room. Things appeared to be moving, swinging in favour
of the pack-vampire alliance. Whoever it was in Europe that had orchestrated
the current conflict had no idea the consequences those actions were about to
unleash.